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Sunday, April 06, 2014

May 28 2012 #WS Final Session - transcript by #Emerald Guardians

May 28 2012 #WS Final Session - transcript by #EG

http://elaisafreedomforum.com/
part of WS timeframe: Effi-1 = the never released Sliders Series Part 12-C
Monday 28 May 2012 -

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-Aurora project-

Now that the Halls Of Cosminyahas are opened, what are some of the missing pieces that are coming in from those records of things that were edited out of the Amenti records and CDT plates down here. I’m sry if I’m a little emotional,  I period for me in that particular lifetime that they wanna talk about, 1st parts of the records that are being revealed , ones that coming online fist is part for the race karmic imprint that beginning to manifest into the lilla on the planet., its goes back to what we call the Jesh period the biblical period of jesh’s taught and stuff.    Snif sry

(audience we love you clap clap)

Its kind a funny , before the facts I share with you that I share with you, if u had known these records  the last 12 years of my life would have gone differently, but apparently they weren’t supposed to , so anyway , there was somebody once that after a certain thing happened , and the certain things than happened was back in ehh what was it October of 2010 and I believe it was in august of 2010 that we had officially introduced the 3 apprentices and in Oct 2010, apprentice 1 and 2 lost their commissions, during that period, speaker 3 asked me, why did the beloveds introduce them and everything, if you know they were doing certain things that eventually ended up their contract were terminated , I said I donoo good question , and I went vertical, and the beloveds said sometimes when you shed light on something it shows where the darkness lives. And that was their response to that. That made sense to me, as sometimes cause right after that it rly got out of control, where certain peoples showed their behaviors thinking cause they may have been thinking  it’s a free ride after that cause now were important or something.  I think what he last 12 years have been about in my life were facilitating something like that too as far as sometimes when you show the light is shows where the darkness life’s.  if I had  known certain things about the history records I would have probably rebelled totally , so it was probably good that I didn’t. Know at the time the period id like to talk about is that has been released from the records and I have 3 notebooks with dates and that stuff. I didn’t bring those cause I won’t get into that heavily, but they wanna talk about  the  parts that ar pertinent about what is happening now that were seeing , the next manifestation of the drama that was taking place back there . Where they wanna start is eh, back in Jesh period we were doing something that even back than in Atlantian period  before it was referred to as Aurora project

al hum bhra passages and hidden cities, even though primary ascension-gates Amenti weren’t in good...   but stealth gates al hum bhra were there,  gates only passable K+8 factor in dna. plasma gates

whole mission both Atlantian and J period.  and this period.  same mission.
Records, to-do (Atlantian period seeding 3 as well) bio regenerate the races, not just angelic human, but also fallen Equari lines.

FatalE attachments began.   When it would attempt and many times succeed. taking possession high priest coded bodies and that genetic anomaly, continued upwards. and many times succeed.

House of David, King David(mosses/Abraham etc line J9 line)were main carriers of  triple F(FatalE) factor line,.   attempts made (before Jesh) through house of Solomon,
by a different mother, Bathsheba Solomon's mother, and carried the K8 factor. so bring K8 factor back in that line/lineages. up to Jesh period 12BC born.

a hidden line K+8 line, were being assassinated...  became stealth and quit.  Jesh was one a them.
the bio-regennesis continued,.  involved carrying K+8 factor parent with F-factor. to bring the F back into K-factor.

records released Christmas story. discrepancy found...
1 was in voyagers ( gave birth John Baptist date 31bc and in Christmas story 46Bc ) in Amenti records was originally edited.. said born 46BC , but he blossomed in 31BC so that was recorded as Annu translation....

(married and died. Merigedra., than died and than back Miriam... )

remember dying in desert..   Merigedra..   (having to die in desert cant bear children. than to be reborn... ) agreed to die...  not a potion or such... but not expect head to be pounded in with a rock.. that’s how she died..

reborn as Miriam, 5BC. much happened in between reborn..   ( edited out of CDT plates thanks to Thoth..)

Merigedra -> mother name Saradi, father Benjamin (B = K8 factor) 2 younger brothers. middle brother Emanuel., Joehius, J12's dad.

J12 mom was Saradi u half sister -? Judi  ( Saradi and Judi carried F factor. and Benjamin and Joehius carried K+8 factor,  official attempt to heal  the F factor/line.

what wasn’t exactly part of the plan ,  was that apparently that Merigedra death had to do with her mother. that had an thing for john the Baptist.   after John coerced into killing her (Merigedra)
Saradi seduced him(john), john had carried both sets a codes, K and part F-factor (not K8+) she pushed him into saturation.

helped to remember what it was to be Miriam (before she became Miriam) was, once  Saradi seduced John T B they made babies, a set a twins with F6 factor, cause of saturation he, and G her. F6 highest level,
can take out all lines Jesh leave behind. and did a good job.    it was a girl 20.   Remember Saradi still married to Benjamin. Saradi  did thing with john and had babies somewhere. Benjamin knew she was pregnant , Benjamin thinking it was his.    she brought home the girl, and john took the boy, took to Egypt and setup him with a family.  that became the J9 line.

son of John the Baptist was J9 he carried the F6 factor, became the Mark of Serelius line (much later in history) meanwhile, someone tipped of Benjamin about what happened, someone that attended the birth and realized what she did , and was goanna kill the girl child, cause he realized what she was a Succubi, and the boy incubus
because Saradi wanted to protect her child, she had 2 sisters (in India) she made a deal with farroci she knew to get them to India-> her sisters and to trade for that gave up what she knew about the K+8 line
she traded Joehius the youngest brother ,J12's dad. always wondered why he disappeared and how Jeudi ended up with Benjamin. and gave birth to Miriam. what happened there.....

faraci got the child out to India (sisters) not long after the faracee guy murdered Joehius.  and when Benjamin found out what she done. he killed her, and married her half-sister.

Jeudi also carried the F-Factor, Joehius carried the K+8 factor. once child being born before Joehius was killed that was Samuel. Jesh full brother , 7month baby. same time as the twins...
but Samuel was born but Joehius was dead by time he born. Benjamin wasn’t fond of Jeudi either. but knew Miriam had to come back. and J half sister. same mother different father. by age 15/16 married of...
again to J.T.B..  funny lots a love there and he was  Equatic twin. not Tantri-Aja-twin 1st creation. both 48 strand-coding.

what always stuck as strange.  was Xmas story left of.. everyone lived happily after after..  john and Miriam birth Jerimiah again, cause  (Emanuel killed and came back.. ) not exactly
what was going... on there.

John struggle in self.. K factor and F factor in-self fighting , abusive to Miriam., broken many bones in face.. she looked like a man. she still loved him. And stood by him try to protect him from himself
J12 was  doing his thing raised in Persia and etc .

already married when J12 returned, and start speaker contract, John speaker 1 , J12 speaker 2, Miriam speaker3

period of time.. again John tried to kill Miriam, and J12 took her(Miriam)lost it again..  into protective-custody, and took her into the AlHumbra passages and hid her basically.
and that John story unfolded after that., Solmee.

and his(John) creepy life.. and john getting head cut of. not Solmee fault but her mothers fault..  #repeats -> karmic history,,, known.. beginning  that esan was john, and Miriam E'asha..
Mac? Saradi donoo. still love her..  whatever than.. choices now...
reason to bring the info is.. 7-7-7 Bc twins born.. J9 was a F6 carrie3r. means.. whole J9 was running reverse violet.. (we all back btw.. not just john and Miriam)

lets see what more to reveal.. oh btw. after birthing Miriam., Jeudi killed herself..
in Amenti records, said J12 left in 27AD , he left 6 lines. cause of interbreeding  WITH FatalE ladies. to bring their lines back.. 7th hidden line K8, Aquaelle  that was also taken out, by progenies of 1st 2 twins..  lets say "not nice krystic twins..."  some wont reveal public. as its not their business. rest we already let be known..    we do know whom the others are.. not against anybody,,

j9 is back and we know who he is, and his sister also, we know.   we know who the 6 F-Factor woman were,. their back. that J12 attempted to regenerate the line. by impregnated them  so to leave a K-factor line.
reveal that much , as it relates to now. on the positive factor back than
2 other lines left, stealth lines. not just K factor/lines left by Jesh,. both by same female. K+8 Factor. Became the stealth lines. without that, we would not have the K+8 here now, and not able to anchor AlHumbra, secretive line., took ages to figure out, we hid it that well. its the K+ 8factor ones that are back on the fail-Safe. as them were seeing what direction it was going. so that was happy, that lines did come through.

and apparently they were very busy that period. during that period, he just didn’t go POEF off planet elsewhere... no.  he went back and forward via the AlHumbra passages.

so was Miriam and others that had the L+ 8factor. back and forward, not just Togo into the inner cities., but trans-time, time tunnels. not just different frequency bands in same space-time location tunnels.

they were interfacing aurora project than. started back in Atlantian period. also in our timeframe. that never stopped., some left bodies some didn’t..
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always have this strange question: i remember a lot Miriam period, and bits Merigedra period, could never find Miriam dying, where did they go, where did i put my body.. what id o with it
i didn’t die, i brought it through and transmuted it and we came through the deity planes this way..i didn’t know that, until fail-safe stuff was released  and holes in.. records were filled
what’s important is , this period than and this period now. we see same drama evolve. invisible war between house of Solomon and House of David. house of FatalE and House of Kryst+8. we see shield split cause of it.

which brings us more to the present for now. and why talk about that,  back to the concept of Synocracy, and that great idea. that everyone claiming to be a krystic or aren’t being a krystic very high priority,
everybody is fair, gets treated equally fair across the board. and Synocracy rly works when everyone is transmitting krystic, when everyone is being honest and not speaking out both ides of their face.  when everyone is telling the truth being transparent, not translucent or opaque or downright black down out the windows.

doing these WS for 12 years now.  lots pressure to get info down., hardly any sleep etc.
things that i never spoke about, and never wanted to. but I’m being asked, by the councils, not asked actually. but told , for you for the future of the Freedom teachings, for the love of Synocracy for the love of the eternal kryst, and  for understanding the requirements for transparency and accountability. and i share with you a few things i ,,  if i don’t you wont know at all. and if you don’t, means you haven’t heard all the voices speak,..   to you make your own choices.. consciously

before i doo this., id like to say, i always will have great love for S.T.B and maybe not as much for Saradi. but for speaker 3 i love her very much.

I’ve watched over the last 12 years, 2 people who were supposed to be our ground team. supposed to be on same team / ship. I’ve watched them progressively become someone whom i don’t recognize.,

when Esan and i got 1st goy married in 2001. all seemed nice ok, feeling  heart connection love connection from john Miriam period was there. But what I didn’t understand. Was why within 3 a 4 months.  I was being thrown at walls physically, I’ve never had to deal with physical abuse in this life.  I would never put up with that, I always had the stance. Quite feminist actually, raise a hand at me and I’m such vapor in your trail and your never know I existed in your hologram. Beloveds asked me to stay and to help...   and I did stay, and I did my best to help. I stayed in that husband him for 10 years and finally physically left moved out of my body..  Oct. 2010. Right when safe house became available. It was rly scary heartbreaking, cause it just wasn’t once.. In fact so often, when finally in 2009 it was getting so bad. And beloveds said he was so out of control. I didn’t realize at the time he was in my host shield, I was hosting him. They pulled that contract.  And they put them it in white dragon 1t test shield. Because he was goanna kill me, the said. . I was like no kidding..

Rly funny..  When we lived over in the Stewart FL and I knew it, I remember  Reed say to me .. In a casual conversation, not fighting.. Just 2 people.

He said when he was in college days, footballer soccer team good athlete days etc. forgot the school name, off the record .. Hired some footballers to just keep an eye on the fret party and that, when they get out of line etc.  sort them out without leaving marks that sort..

Took me a long time actually.. o think one might actually call it PTSD , to put all pieces together, was weird finally. After a whole bunch a things, some they want me to tell you
May 2009 funny, was actually my daughter Birthday, she was 8years old, when he moved in. as kid never even been spanked..  Physical violence was never part of
But on that day we come back. Diner, we lived at the watchtower at that time come back over from there, he started to picking on her again, he also like  run down on her, I said I don’t wanna hear it, just if you wanna trash my daughter, go talk to the mayor, cause you’re not goanna stop me from loving her,. Cyclic fights that way or similar ways. And, he had this things he, he always did. Sit on couch. And would launch come so fast.. And not even realize.. He was coming.  and running ,lot a times I got away, but if I got  caught me I’d be backed up against somethings whacked  like a wall or counter. And fall and just leave me there, supposed to teach me a lessen I guess. Once in a while I must have pissed m off rly much because he kicked like when I was down, were times he was saying my word against yours nobody is goanna believe you.

At a certain point before 2009 beloveds told me to tell ones I can trust. Just incase

At that point so bad. And writing daughter, and if I disappeared them would clean up my stuff. As I wanted them to understand, but not to scare them
Finally in 2009. Much he whacked me against the wall. as I tried to get up  he dropkicked m
e., I never been dropkicked before.  ,. Almost like slow-motion. Oo
And kicked me below my 2 legs and airborne 2 sec.   Felt like 3 years
Roll to left and get up and run. And find phone and call police. and I did. And I ran.  I rolled got out. And donoo how. I got out door. And ran 1st place I ran to. Down the road.  didn’t want to get to my daughter as she was with husband and pregnant and didn’t want to get them in the middle of it...

so a friends a ours, so house next door around on door no answer, so don’t know neighbors, so I went to my daughter ran there and asked and called the police. And he was arrested under domestic violence charges  what was rly scary, was ehh, i filled out police report my story in pencil back in police car, young cop was rly nice, than there was this older cop one was seemed to be rly buddy buddy with him. Karmic thing or some

I filled it out, dropkicked etc., and didn’t even
I filled the form and explained about being dropkicked. And i didn’t even find out till later.  And that was even fudged..  They fudged it and make it look like exactly his statement.
life in terror, still have to be there for the kids, do workshops. He aint a bad man, but he is a troubled man. I wouldn’t be sharing this with you if i hadn’t been ordered to
There is a deception being run on some of you, and you will never hear both sides of that story, what’s interesting is, from begin Mac was the one person that was a friend whom i could call, i trusted her and. she was like talk me down and trying  talk him down (not rly)at least she was there. And i could call. At same time
Esan did amazing things as like setting AP around my work, amazing with that. Business men, MBA etc. I’m just good at vertigo. so they did a amazing things,  work for making it available to the people. Will love and respect him for that.

At same time something else i dint realize somethings else was going on. Messing with these 2 people i care about, and i didn’t realize it was 2 for a long time, just 1.

I didn’t realize cause he so good at finances, i didn’t even had a credit card... at the time, cause if i had to cash it I had. I had no credit score.
So esan blessing he set that all out amazing, sign here sign here whatever. Even trademarks..    Under both of our names. Rly funny
MAC said (email) because i brought up the divorce in the last WS.i did cause beloved wanted to clarify issue trademarks, only reason. Small but loud group. Because some people were rly upset because i brought up my VV game up and pay money for that.
whoever you were, that was done so people understand where the original teachings come from. Because you can look at it now as newcomer and looks like we both wrote it, we didn’t the beloveds wrote it through me.

Clap clapping

So here about the finance..
the reason why they want some of this info revealed , is because cause of the conclusion that’s goanna be drawn tonight, that i have to state, cause  as it’s my contract as speaker one still in good standing, even to deliver messages i don’t want to deliver, so everyone has a right to choose. And you cannot choose consciously, if the facts are being hidden for you..   Particularly sharing these facts
When he did finally get arrested May 2009, spend a night in prison, bailed him out, but didn’t revamp my statement.  He tried to call me and tell my lawyer to revamp my statement, I said no sorry i not goanna do that. So that game him a noncontact order for like a month. This period somethings called diversion program in FL. that if substance abuse is involved in domestic violence case is used. There is an option if approved by courts a person can go.., instead of jail time. I got my lawyer to push for that rly hard. We paid 35.000 Dollar passages in Cali, hoping this would help, and it seemed to somewhat, and helped him in some ways and I’m glad we were able to do that. 2009 was interesting year. Right after that period 4thjuly, a big attack went down on watchtower grids. I guess Mac and Esan planned a big BBQ at house i lived in and invited a bunch a people. Beloveds said.. You need to know this is a setup..

You go invite 12 people and don’t tell them. i think at this point he was still in passages, but BBQ was arranged. And stuff.
 So i invited 12 folks that i believed i could trust , so became a bigger BBQ < Mac and esan didn’t expect
Interesting experience. Where for the 1st time. Beloveds said we needed to get something out.to E-group. Had to do with, rally. Mediation to send energy here
Mac is not herself right now, you have to get it passed her..  never posted on E-group. didn’t know how-to
apprentice 1 and 2 were there. good with this computers and stuff and helped to get this out
i actually created a profile 22male etc. just so not to be moderated and get on. stardustfreedom144
and as soon as post got though I let them know its me/E'asha.. i didn’t wanna lie or trick the moderators etc. But had to get he info out once I had that platform i could post it
but i was scared, was watching what I now know as DF accruing within  some peoples in that group, same as what was happening people in morocco., we just called it demon fest in morocco 2005.

we managed to get through. 2009 BBQ< and whacky wagon train to siesta keys. X hours drive. fireworks.   was like a showdown. as part of us were ok some weren’t.. rly creepy but we managed to hold the grids at that time.
while after
 Mac asked me, some people have a serious field problems and stuff .  and finally she  asked me . and this and that person, named  1 person.. picking on it.  that one actually helped me at the time. was it her., actually no.
she was one of the few that were fine., so she said was I one? , I said yes you were.. so its not like anyone isn’t talking to these people...
now, bringing this forward.

to what’s happening.  2 years ago.  Certain person in  the group, was inspired with the idea , lets call it a TEMP version of Aurora project. that we did in Atlantis and Jesh period.

and that person and some friends., that you know  of his, wanted to know, was asking the 3 speakers about if thought was, is this in-line with beloveds and everything yes definitely yeah absolutely, they never endorse everything except this. Because its to risky to do that, but this is actually a project was  from them to this person, has to do  the persons positive karmic history (I wont get into) K+8. What got strange really fast, and I didn’t realize  I was still in a house where I lived with a rubber bag, means some clothes and ID.  Put in a safe place by a escape road if I needed it, another funny thing.

Finally back in 2009 when esan did get arrested, the police leave you with a pamphlet ,  its called victim call . so I did. Hi they left me the pamphlet.  You know, I’m supposed to do what.

Cause esan controlled all the finances,. The lady said do you need counseling, she said has this happened before honey. I paused and said yeah. She said how many times. I was like ehhh I I it happened so often I donoo almost like a part of life.. so she knew I was a different category. I didn’t know
She said well, do you think you can take a little time and write down the ones you do remember, I said probably  I do keep journals and keep them for years to , a lot a times what would happened.  Locked in the bathroom or somewhere safe, and I would just you know be crying  hysterically and writing vertically , and asking the beloveds what to-do with this. And that kinda  stuff that’s how I survived it rly, so  she told me to go find them, find my  journals . because As I tend not to throw away anything that has to do with journaling,  because a a lot a times I do notebooks and part beloveds transmission scribbles and diagrams. Dialoging vertically s about personal stuff, o I don’t throw out transmissions from the not anything public shed
so I went back, and I only counted the times he caught me, not the times I ran and hid in the garden and the time he didn’t, I was horrified when I added them up, and than I had bits a memory to, that if I hadn’t recorded  cause I could remember but it sound stupid, but what color the carpet was my face was against that kind a things. And I kinda categorized them by date. And that meant. Like this  was England and this was Florida before  we moved to England that kind a thing, when I added them up when he got arrested it was the 39th time,. I guess that’s  not   to bad in 10 years, to bad.  that’s 39times to many..    I would never stay in a situation like that. Nor advice anyone to , i stayed cause the beloveds asked me to stay as long as I could . in 2009 after this one,. The beloveds, it was actually   Adonai that said enough is enough. They were the ones that pulled his contract his host contract and gave it to the White Dragon 1st fall for testing
ehhm. Sniff, Oh rly..   they saying I should add a bit more information, that  I rly don’t want to., but they say they need to know. just so they understand what they dealing with.  Before we moved back to FL we lived in Arizona,.  Actually we had  Colorado house to, but I couldn’t live there, when cause I was goanna end up probably buried  in a snow bag actually is what the beloveds said. It didn’t make a lot a sense to me when we moved to Colorado, and ohh there is bear territory up  there, you know a lot a the locals have riffles and stuff to shoot bears in case they attack them. Most people don’t buy handguns’ to shoot bears.  I never had guns in my house and I was rly scared at that point. Ehm
Than we got the Arizona house with  Baha. I was really relieved cause it was close  with neighbors all over the place. There was somebody to run to..      why the gun was supposed to kill bears ended up in Arizona I don’t know but it did, and that  scared me.  I was fine, people have right to carry arms.

What rly got creepy was ehm there was a point in time. Mac worked at a insurance company , health insurance and talked with esan about getting that for us.  And than he said to me btw I was talking with mac about life-insurance..   and we should get l I, but but because I’m a foreigner we can only afford it for you. The beloveds said “DO NOT SIGN those papers” I  said NO NO NO!  and I said no.

Do you know what its like to life under something like that when you trying to help the person you care about the person .  When you don’t know who they goanna be the next night.  I don’t wanna have to esan ,share this info but people have the right to know. What has been going on here. As right know, you have own half of the trademarks. To all this work

ESAN speaks..   I know the truth stands right
E’asha yeah right, whatever…
ESAN   your letting the people down..
E’asha You are the one that has been lying.. for 12 years and that is no longer tolerated by the AlHumbra councils. how long did you think you could do that!!!!

Clapping !!!! long clapping and cheering

Onto a similar subject , btw I’m not angry about this didn’t want to speak about this, but your being deceived, not just by one person, after the aurora project was given to a person in the group, and the project began to grow. Certain people were entrusted to help it grow.  Beloveds told me, around Christmas 2010, that there is a certain little group of people that was being targeted and preyed on,. Particularly financially., by members of our group and ehm, this was in esan.  The persons who were involved to get the aurora project going in this lifetime,  were working with. We weren’t part of that organization as 3 speakers, just meetings with us as consultants, you know to make sure was cool with the beloveds that kind a thing
I wasn’t neither with those. Until I ended up in the safe house. I didn’t have any direct communication with anyone beside on stage. I found out later that the, the people who started the Aurora Project , wanted to hear what the 3 speakers had to say, just not 1 of  them..  and was reprimanded. Because broke protocol by approaching me directly, but who’s protocol is that?

Meanwhile aurora project seemed too flourish for 2 years, speaker 2 was paid a very nice salary , not by me, but by people funded the aurora project.    It got rly strange after last WS , that was handled very gently in the last WS, we did have to tell them that  because of what happened with violet and green shields. That those were under custodial protectorate of the White/Blue-Core shield and the Al Hum Bhra Councils. We all worked together and do this together and seemed like sure, we’ll do this together and that got real interesting. I think it was the Wednesday right after the WS. There is was this little meeting just  consultant meeting , not bigger meeting with the Aurora Project. Ehm. That were goanna have and would be like the 3 speakers and the 2 individuals most involved.  In the Aurora, and also the individuals being most targeted. And I said I’m going too this meeting why?

Is there something I’m to contribute or gimme a clue..  right. And they said just show up, and when we ask you to speak do. OK.  So talk about walking into a very strange situation, so the 3 of us came.  And the other 2 speakers were there in meeting place/ all seemed fine. 1st strangeness was speaker 3 decided to take a tape-recorder; we never tape these…    so I was like jeeh. If you goanna bring a tape recorder you could let us know so we could bring one too. But that’s ok whatever.

Meeting started in a very strange way, it was all about speaker 3 and assisting that she was promised equal partner equal owner.  It was talked about and discussed not promised. The beloveds perceived the situation as, if the 2 individuals involved in Aurora Project could be pushed or be lead into saying something that was recorder that, that made it sound if any promise was made,  that there might be a ability to take to a lawyer an enforce it..   I was quite horrified when I listened this start, I’d  never rly heard speaker 3  go off on someone and try  to bully them and push them make them feel guilty , oh about this, about that, you’re not appreciating us..   And at a certain point, seriously. Trying like to push their buttons make them feel guilty like they did something wrong when they didn’t..

And finally the beloveds said cut through it now.  I said what you want me to say. And I did it.

It became a callout on both a them Speaker 2 and 3,. They were told in that private meeting that they, would enjoy for losing their speakers contracts. All sorts a news came out on that day mind-blowing.  Like certain points, esan actually admitted in hitting me.. ahh..  he said your exaggerating it was only 2 or 3 times, and then changed it to only 3 or 4..  I was like OMG.. cause he said its just my word against your word..   it was just very bizarre and   MAC was called out. on ehh, well it started with why should these 2 gentlemen feel comfortable with making you a Co-owner of their business when they seeing so much instability  between the 3 of us.  Why should they feel conformable ,why should they feel obliged  to-do that. Then she starts going off on about me being on a witch hunt, I’m on a witch hunt..

 no I actually know what was happening was as the budgets that had been allotted to that project were, there is attempts to use them for things.. that were not at all endorsed by blue council and because the people involved with that project f starting it cared about what Blue-council had to say, cared about what the guardians had to say, there were all these issues that had been ongoing with the person who’s idea it was and the person who was going to get paid a nice salary to supposedly facilitate that, there were directions that certain people who should be  put on salaries or ehh whatever, this event should be scheduled and you know use the budget for that.

 That the creator of the project was not comfortable with.  And at a certain point because it was getting very uncomfortable between them, that the creator of the project asked, you know for guidance from the beloveds. And they started to, not a witch-hunting, but identifying some things  , that actually if I wasn’t so slow I might have caught it also myself.  A bunch of the people that were now being pushed to be  put on salaries and stuff and oh they do such great work, and I’m sure they do great work. But great work and being not only being put on salaries and but in a position where you have more influence and more control in an organization.  And a number of the people, or at least a few. Had been ones who, I had to identify privately to MAC, had serious field problems in morocco.    All of the sudden they became like sons and daughters to her, she knew these people had field problems,  we could have helped them. I’d tell her stuff cause she liked it when I would ehh.. “witch-hunt” for her, but she didn’t like it when it was time to identify what was happening there, so in this meeting it was just very bizarre, there’s a couple funny moments I mean sadly.. funny moments  Freudian slips and stuff,. That I won’t get into. What was rly strange at the end of it I mean t ended up in screaming basically between the 3 of us. And at the end of it, council had to say you’re not leaving here with that tape. Because they said it would be edited, to make it look like certain things were said that weren’t , on the tape there’s some interesting things cause MAC was called out on something , that ehh you know I wont go there,..
Goanna be big.. ish. Ok.    Lets just say I found some stuff to smoke that wasn’t tobacco, in the  house, and I kinda had a hissy fit about , weed teachings tantrum  faulistish . And he said. And he’d said , MAC holding it? Right ehm , she was called out on the tape about that2. This is some of the stuff that been going on behind the peoples back, meanwhile they are trying to make it look like my emotional state has compromised my line. And you know what my line is just fine both off you..

Interestingly at the end of that meeting , beloveds said don’t let him take that tape. So I’m like ehh ok, how about we just delete it, ok jut delete it. 3 of us tried to delete it none of us could delete it.

Beloveds saying don’t let them walk out with it, I said what am I supposed to do steal it? Right so I was like ok, ill temporary commandeer ill write a cheque for over 100 dollar for the recorder like whatever its worth + a 100.  Just to borrow it temporarily until we  to get a copy too or get it deleted, they said don’t worry we’ll get it deleted.  I said ehh I cant let that leave here ill take that personally so please don’t were under protocol, the fact that you just got your warning under speakers contracts, that means it comes with me. The funny thing was the tape belonged to the project, so therefore  it was owned by the 2  over there..  we ended up taking the tape to get it deleted , cause they  had a friend that knew how-to with a particular piece of equipment.  And would be able to do it, and we were in the car, and esan just walked out the meeting at a certain point before we ended with the recorder,  Mac was very upset with me, “I will take that personally..  (E)  I’m sorry.. I love you but I cannot trust you as much as I love you, but right now I know I can’t., so we left ,went  in the car , were sitting there and .. what just happened..    as I’m sitting with this tape, as he admitted hitting me, she is seriously not in good form, and very bully and pushy, and trying to manipulate people for ohh so she gets to own part of the company and that kind of thing. I mean it was a very embarrassing  for both a them honestly , an I remember just 1 thing, if I had know it, this was were talked into a setup and the beloveds didn’t say that yet.  But they said lets this be an example oh how when even a UnKrystic plan that is being set, the Kryst can intervene to turn it around and serve the kryst.

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So we did take the tape and had it deleted. We didn’t say we wouldn’t make a copy…

Next little note on the agenda.  Remember the little thing I write about accountability, that the councils had given directly about the Lilly dance and accountability, well that was actually the beginning of the response to an email back to an email that speaker-3 had send me, that the beloveds had asked me not too answer, because the 1st part was just twist and stuff and going on a tantrum with stuff that had nothing to do with stuff said. The 2nd part was interesting  , the only thing that’s important in this piece a email is something that I found fascinating because also in that little meeting   email,  Mac had 1st said to me.. there is inconsistencies in back in ehh  august 2011 , you said that we pulled out of the Metatronic spiral. Now you are being inconsistent because your saying that we didn’t , well I was goanna explain in like do a little E-Group posting, that  well the core White-Blue shield did pull out which means we can pull the rest out. right?   And it was rly kind of interesting because  as we were trying to post, and I always have someone to-do it for me because I don’t know how to-do that, its like get me in there and you know I can, and ill post something to Clarify . cause Mac had said people were confused because I was inconsistent, so I was like ehh ok.  I found out I was blocked..  not only me..  Jan was blocked Shana and Deb were blocked.  For posting.. we were moderated..   I was blocked they were moderated, I was like ehh ok guess we wont, right post that/. But we also found out at the same time I been moderated  back in ehh of October of  2010.

Now that was the month that the private call-out meeting on apprentice 1 & 2 had gone down. I didn’t even know why I was blocked, I didn’t tried to post geesh. All of the sudden this  eager that is supposed to-be about  the work that I produced I cant even post on it? Unless they say so…
2ndly I’d like to clarify another misconception. I believed you asked esan he was in cohoods with )didn’t ask it that way)  with me moderating you in the E-Group  the answer is No he has nothing dodo with the E-group, nor did he ever suggest I moderate you. I put you on moderation back in the fall back than.  When you told me that were going to to be doing your own emails “I put you on moderation on the E-Group”  as of innocenceshhh precautionary measure so that nothing went  out to the e-group that was intended for me . I don’t think I ever said anything on it personally.  , My personal email and the E-group-email are not far of it happened quite a lot , It happens a lot that emails for me end up on the E-group. Lonny does it about once a month Darlene does it quite often also. Better get attested to the truth of that if you don’t believe me, al those people and more are on moderation to  prevent something sensitive hitting the E-Group there was nothing more to the Moderation in that, The beloveds say that is not true. All right that’s their opinion

If it was a friendly gesture you would let me know and why.  Get this
After the WS there was as small but very  vocal group incensed that you brought your  divorce issues into the WS and they didn’t pay good money to listen to your personal V&V game etc. etc.  The usual freaking BS.  They were convinced it would wind up on the E-Group, I told them that  [next one please #onscreen]  “that discussion’s about other people are not allowed, not on the E-Group never were and never will be to make sure no flames were fueled on the masses I put another few on moderation at that time,…”  yeah white-blue-core pretty much….       “I understand now that I was buying into their fears    fully owned and for that I sincerely apologize.”  You know   I think this kind of backbiting lying deceptive nonsense has gone on TO LONG!  I cared about the 2 of you , I trusted the 2 of you, I still care about the 2 of you.
What needs to be said next  is what council 1 & 2 had wanted me to say and wanted  me to do it in a way where people understood what is going down here.
  [eh that would be the official one of them #screen)

  Custodial Protectorate Protocol from the MCEO AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils enacted under the covenant of  Al Hum Bhra for the purpose of protecting al from the misuse and misappropriation of the MCEO Freedom-Teachings.
Point-1: all of the MCEO Ordinations baptisms weddings will be  suspended until further notice, that was announced in the last WS.
Point-2: all of the Kathara Facilitations , client sessions, and hands on teachings demonstrations will be suspended until further notice.  The Kathara-Team practices protocols and operations management Is from this  date forward  Placed under MCEO-AL-Hum-Bhra councils review  all of the Kathara-Team incl teachings  engagements and modules presentations are suspended  until this review and any remedial actions required have been completed.
Now this is from the councils dear speaker 2 and 3. So don’t shoot the messenger please..
During this review period the Kathara-Team and all related activities will be under the direct supervision of the MCEO- AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils its appointed speaker 1.  yeah  I’m still in good standing.

 and white-blue core-team and designated   appointees, any activities of the Kathara-Team and its members that do not oblige by these above stated MCEO- AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils custodial protectorate and review will be considered fraudulent activities and will be publicly identified as such and will not be endorsed as legitimate practices by the MCEO and the MCEO Freedom Teachings Trademarks.

Of which I at least still own half,  the Green and Violet shields of the Aquaferion Krystal River Host Shield are from this point under the sole Custodial Protectorate of the MCEO- AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils and their appointed representative of the white-blue Core shield. So anybody that feels they on violet and blue there is no negotiation , I mean I’m sorry this is what’s going down. I’m sorry I have to be the messenger, but this is what it is. You are all still loved incl the 2 of you(speaker2/3)  this s is what humility can possibly play a part instead of you esan still trying to call me a liar.. good luck with that. You know what THE COSMOS IT WATCHING… love.

The MCEO Speakers contracts for Speaker 2 and 3 are from this day forward permanently suspended and are no longer recognized as legitimate by the MCEO AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils. Due to defective processes  […part not hearable..]  by both speakers over their 12 years commission,. And im sorry  I have to deliver that message to you.  You broke my heart you brewsed my body and you know what you never touched my line or broke my spirit, I love you still.

For clarity:
the MCEO apprentice contracts for the blue and gold apprenticeship were suspended during private meeting involving the 3 MCEO speakers, and the blue and gold apprentices in October 2010 the 2 apprenticeship’s suspensions were due to 11 counts of deceptive manipulative  and exploitative behavior s that were individually cited during the private meeting. This was not publicly addressed at that time, but is now being so stated for clarity of the record.

note: the violet apprenticeship is still presently active and in good standing  of the MCEO AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils .   So I am sorry its come to this, it breaks my heart to have to deliver this information it must be confusing for a lot a people in the shield. I don’t really care speaker 2 and 3 what slander you have been running behind my back for years, I don’t rly care what you do to me now in the courts, btw esan still controls all the finances. I get 1500 dollar a month put in my bank account. He does pay like the credit card bills and that kind a stuff of our joint Adashi-account. Honestly let the lawyers figure it out . for the first time I am physically safe.

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And that has done something magical for me, you know you can lie though your teeth from now to eternity , but you know what eventually your Lilla catches up with you. We can still work things out peacefully if you would like to, nobody is kicking you of  shield but you did loose your have speaking contracts

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And I still love you both, as fellow travellers on the path

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So now back to final practical things, what was that new eager.   (talk to someone. and we have these to pass out , yes Darlene has the copies,. Dar you have the copied there , we will work on that  were lucky we had diagrams we will work on that we will get the chart pack a.s.a.p.) no type setting so we will work on that a.s.a.p. we are as you can prolixly can tell under revision of things . so please be patient with us as the 3 speakers work this out and the councils, cause we still don’t have to fight about this  but transparency is the beginning of Synocracy , and Synocracy is only hypocrisy when you don’t have transparency , and if your running these deceptions behind peoples back “what are we doing.. what have we been doing the 2 of you, you know “what ever”  love you. We can still work together but I WILL TELL THE TRUTH!  Anyway this, is our eager for anybody who would like to join. Please be patient with us as we have a little crew that get this going I don’t know how to do a E-Group. But this is one that I can actually post on Ha.  So if anybody wants to hear

MCEO AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils that is the name of the E-Group . the rest is , I did put a definition there from  the dictionary, so what is that “Magistracy” word and what does it mean, all right the Magistracy is basically the office or diggeny of the magistrate. Magistrates in general. A body of magistrates ok. . A body of magistrates, what Is . magistrates? Those with the power  of putting the law in force. So you are dealing with the AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils. Now and Esan , I don’t rly care if you wil never serve under the AL-Hum-Bhra Magistracy Councils, we all serve em for the AL-Hum-Bhra Councils whether we like it or not. Because their the big guys in charge, so you know , you can do what you want with that, but im sry that in , I’m sry If I wasted your money by sharing my personal  VV game with you. I am rly sry (audience NO..)  but you know what , you needed to hear all sides of the story before you would be able to make a enough informed decision and the other sides were not allowing that to occur

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So we will start here, as far as I know were still doing the scheduled workshops, I imagine the Lilla is ganna fly after this one.  Ehm I am going to say this as peacefully as possible in my eye of Lilla. And try to absorb myself completely into my pillar of peace, because I don’t know how the other are going to choose to re-act to this event. This event is part of your hologram, you are getting part of your accountability back. Consider that a gift . because once you get your accountability back and actually accept it, than you can move forward in the action of the Kryst. Not just in the Lip-service of it…
so thank you everyone for being here for being patience with the time-frames,.
The Host is in Action. Everyone that chose that accepted that is now under Host and   will get the BPR ok. It will take about to October to fully integrate into your systems . and it’s a good time for everyone of us to think about  what does your Face rly say..  are your actions and your face actually coherent with each other or are the congruent . its time to Actually be Krystic not just pretend
Love you guys please be safe , see you next time ( there is paper copies for anyone whom wants one, I think there at the back. Ok so we did run m off, so you don’t have to write all that down so you can just pickup a copy. And im sorry dear speaker 2 and 3 that that had to happen, and honestly its about time..   but I love you. Good night