Showing posts with label Suzan Caroll. Show all posts
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Thursday, May 31, 2012

Suzan Caroll: Inter-Dimensional Communications






Inter-Dimensional Communications


By Dr Suzan Caroll, May 28, 2012

http://www.multidimensions.com/

Greetings,

We are the higher frequency expressions of your Multidimensional SELF. We come into your consciousness now as we see you are ready to ascend. In fact, many of you have felt as though you are on the cusp of going somewhere, knowing something and/or experiencing a version of your SELF that you have forgotten over your myriad incarnations in the third dimension.

You can feel that expression of yourself, as well as the courage, dignity, power and unconditional love of that expression of your SELF, just beyond your reach. Of course, you have learned, finally, that reaching is a third dimensional paradigm.

In the fifth dimensional paradigm you shift your reality, not by trying and working hard against resistance. On the fifth dimension you shift your reality by flowing in the current of multidimensional light and unconditional love, as you surrender to each and every situation that you meet/create.

Meeting/creating is the basis of the paradigm shift. In the third dimension, you meet, run into and wait for that which you WANT to experience. On the other hand, in a fifth dimensional reality, you follow, flow and surrender into each pattern that you Know YOU have created with your thoughts and emotions.

From the fifth dimension you can observe your third/fourth dimensional expression trying NOT to try and fighting that moment of surrender. You are having this struggle, not because you are afraid, but because your third dimensional habits still dictate your behavior.

As you move into the fifth dimension, your every thought and emotion becomes manifest. In fact, that is occurring right now, but there is still enough left of “time” that you don’t always realize the connection between your thoughts/emotions and the reality that you have created.

Now that you are on the very cusp of the fifth dimensional paradigm of reality, your thoughts and emotions are manifesting faster and faster. Hence, the time between thoughts/emotions and creations is closing.

Unfortunately, many of you have not, yet, become Masters of your Energy. Because of this, some of your thoughts and emotions are still fear (ego) based. Fear/ego based emotions encompass fear, anger, sorrow, rage, anxiety and depression. While the energy pattern of your consciousness still contains fear-based thoughts and emotions, you create a reality that is third/fourth dimensional because the resonance of your consciousness is too low to adhere to the fifth dimensional matrix.

Your resonance must match the resonant frequency of any given world in order for you to adhere your consciousness to the frequency patterns of that reality. Third dimensional patterns are angular, separate and oppositional, whereas fifth dimensional energy patterns are flowing, united and circular. It is not possible for an angular state of consciousness to adhere and flow to a circular matrix.

Also, “trying hard” to control your energy field will not work, for trying is a third dimensional behavior. You only “try hard” to do something because you doubt (fear) that you can easily do it. Think about it, if you know you can do something, you don’t try. You simply do it.

Those of us, you, who have worn a 3D earth vessel for myriad incarnations, have forgotten the innate abilities that your earth vessel has hidden within its unused brain and turned-off DNA. Now, our Galactic light and unconditional love is turning-on this unused DNA and downloading and booting up your new Multidimensional Operating System. This System has lain latent in your human brain for millennia, but if you go back in your memory to the peak of Atlantis, you will remember how to use it.

You will also “remember” how to accept that your innate thinking is multidimensional. To think multidimensionally, you must release concepts that are bound by time, ego, separation, gender, polarity, opposition, as well as anything that is fear-based.

The challenge is that in order to release all fear-based thoughts and emotions, you must be conscious of them before you can choose to refuse to participate in them. In other words, when you catch yourself in the midst of a fear-based thought or emotion you must recognize that it is, indeed, based on fear. You may think this is an easy task, but it is not. Fear has become such an integral part of your third dimensional life that most of it goes unnoticed.

In fact, consciously identifying any form of fear can only occur when you are NOT trapped in the 3D Game. As you have all experienced, it is not difficult to recognize fear when you are in a high state of consciousness. For one thing, the juxtaposition between the unconditional love of your higher consciousness and fear is very obvious.

Furthermore, when you are experiencing unconditional love, it is a simple task to release fear by unconditionally forgiving yourself for experiencing it. Unfortunately, you only have a few of your “minutes” to become conscious of your fear, as the fear will release adrenalin into your system which will lower your consciousness into the third/fourth dimension.

Once your consciousness has returned to the resonance of your 3D reality, it is very difficult to unconditionally love yourself free of fear. In fact, once in a state of third dimensional consciousness, you are more likely to judge yourself for having fear and to become angry (fear-based) at your self for “doing it AGAIN.”

We, your higher expressions of SELF, understand your quandary. Once you return to the habit of being third dimensional, fear and self-judgment are the first to meet you. Because of this problem, we wish to give you a “leg-up” into the next resonance of your journey.

We, who are actually YOU at a higher frequency of resonance, are lowering our resonance to meet you in-between that which you can almost feel and that which you are living. We know that you cannot feel our presence when you are trapped in fear, work, conflict, time, loneliness and other third dimensional experiences.

However, within the very second that you can release yourself from this trap, we will step-into your consciousness. You may wonder how we can step-into you. Therefore, we will answer that question. We can step-into you because you have given us permission to do so.

Since Earth is still a free-will planet, you must give us, who are actually you, permission to step directly into your consciousness at the very second that you identify and release all expressions of fear. Therefore:

  •  Take a moment and give us that permission NOW…

  • FEEL our presence just before you…

  • How do we appear to you?

  • How do you see us?

  • How do your hear us?

  • Reach out and touch us…

  • Allow your aura to expand to meet ours…

  • Open your heart and mind to experience our unconditional love…

  • Surrender to that feeling of unconditional love and multidimensional light…

  • Fall into the Flow of our (your higher) Being…

  • As we Step-Into YOU…


Only fear, and its best friend self-doubt, can interfere with this process. Remember, the “right way” to do this is “Your way.” YOU are your Path of Ascension. YOU are the Portal to your Ascension.

The 97% DNA that is now being turned-on by the incoming light and love is filled with miniature wormholes into the multidimensional world that has eluded your conscious perception. Additionally, your Multidimensional Operating System is being connected to and over-riding your Third Dimensional Operating System every time you Surrender to your higher frequency of SELF.

Remember, you cannot attach, connect, or forge ahead into your fifth dimensional SELF, for those are third dimensional actions. Instead, you employ the fifth dimensional actions of accepting, merging with and falling into your higher frequency expression of SELF.

In this manner, you can become ONE with the feeling, reality and expectation that seems so close and yet so far. Fortunately, close and far are third dimensional terms, which are becoming increasingly obsolete. Other things are, also, becoming obsolete in your reality such as worry, darkness, fear, money, work, wars, taxes, restriction, and much much more.

  • Can you BELIEVE that these third dimensional experiences are leaving your reality?

  • Can you take the risk to BELIEVE that everything that you have felt inside your higher states of consciousness is REAL?

  • Can your BELIEVE that the third dimension is an illusion, a holographic projection?


You have read or heard these promises from others, and many of you have also heard these words, impressions and images inside your SELF. NOW, in order, to surrender into that which we see you SO deeply desire, that which you are ready to experience, you must BELIEVE that it is real.

How could you step-into an illusion? Actually, the answer to that question is quite simple, for that is the basis of your third dimensional reality. For myriad lifetimes you have volunteered to flow out of a version of your true, Multidimensional SELF to step-into a third dimensional world based on the illusions of time, polarity, separation and limitation.

Gaia’s third dimensional version of Earth is graduating into Her Higher Expressions now. Gaia wants you all to join Her, but She cannot wait much longer for your decision to surrender. The cosmic energy field that is sufficient to “take Her Home,” is on the HERE NOW.

You are feeling a sense of urgency and a need to become, but you may not be sure about what you will become. Therefore, you must surrender to that which is unknown to your third dimensional self, but well known to your Multidimensional SELF. Your higher expression of SELF has logged in-to and out-of myriad realities and has had many experiences of ascension. Therefore, you do not need to learn anything. You only need to consciously connect to your Multidimensional Operating System, so that you can remember your SELF NOW!

 

(After writing the above, I watched the end of a Star Trek – Deep Space Nine show, which I had fallen asleep to last night. The show was about imagination and how things they imagined came true. They became frightened by the experience, first a small fear, then a larger fear and finally a fear that their entire star system would be destroyed. The problem was that they did not know that they were imagining anything. Finally, the Commander figured it out and told everyone to imagine that everything was back to normal, which worked. In the closing scene, one of the people they thought they had imagined turned out to be a very advanced being who was, in fact, exploring human’s power of imagination. It turned out that the Commander had imagined everything. So who is the Commander of your imagination?)

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

The Arcturians: The Call by Suzan Caroll


The Call


By Dr Suzan Caroll

May 13, 2012

http://www.multidimensions.com/

Dear Ascending Ones,

We are the Arcturians and wish to speak with you today about your Mission. We will not directly tell you what your Mission is for it is through the process of finding, remembering and fine-tuning your Mission that you will find the Wisdom, Power and Love to live it.

Your Mission is not a job that you go to and leave at the end of the day. Your Mission is the reason why you chose to take embodiment during this auspicious era of Personal and Planetary Ascension.

Ascension is not a gift or a reward. Ascension is a choice and a responsibility to be the Master of your thoughts and emotions. If you are not the Master of your own energy field, it is quite difficult to step-it-up into the fifth dimension and beyond.

It is your energy field, your consciousness, which will ascend, for your earth vessel is just the container that was necessary for you to adhere your life force to the third/fourth dimensional matrix. One of the important moments of your ascension process is when you remember that you are NOT your body. YOU are the consciousness that fills, and now overlaps, your body.

Your earth vessel is the container for your consciousness, and your aura is the magnetic field that can adhere you to your multidimensional consciousness. Your full multidimensional consciousness does not need a container at all in the eighth through twelfth dimensions, and from the fifth through seventh dimensions, your container is no longer created by third dimensional elements and fourth dimensional elementals. In the fifth dimension, your container is one of light, as light ever flowing can transmit its highest expression of unconditional love.

During your process of ascension, your physical and etheric container is becoming increasingly constrictive. You are like a snake that must shed its old skin or a butterfly that no longer wants to crawl and is ready to fly. You yearn to flow, float and instantly transport yourself to the myriad light-based fifth dimensional realities that are increasingly entering your imagination and dreams. You are unsure of the manner in which you will transport and/or transmute your experience of reality into the reality of your dreams and imagination, but how that will occur is beginning to constantly haunt you.

You are being called Home. The Clarion Call has begun, and it grows stronger within every minute of your time. Sometimes this Call fills you with unconditional love and light that shines to colors and a brilliance that you never experienced before the Call entered your Being. Sometimes the Call fills you with calm patience and an inner Knowing that all is well. On the other hand, sometimes the Call fills you with great fatigue and frustration.

This fatigue and frustration is because your earthen vessel has become too small, too constrictive. You tire of the dramas that you once called life and yearn for a reality that is of a calmer, gentler pace. Ambition has left you and possession is an archaic term that bound you to a reality of work and acquisition. The only possessions that you treasure are those which you hold within and those which allow you the security of a safe place to more deeply explore your inner journey.

Hence, your home has become your haven from the hurry, scurry of a reality that you can no longer cherish. Your “yard” and all of nature can no longer be a possession for it is a living being that you lovingly tend, visit and protect.

Your birth family and the family of your adulthood may or may not understand the process that lives forever in your heart and mind, but it does not matter to you. You no longer need outer assurance that you are “doing the right thing,” or “being a good person.” You look inside now to attain that assurance. In fact, now you look inside for everything.

Once reality was outside of you, and your inner life was just an illusion, a fantasy or your imagination. Now, you look inside for guidance, truth and comfort. Those who can accept that you are strangely different than before remain in your life, and those who judge, or even fear your transition, are beginning to phase out of your reality.

You are moving your consciousness into a frequency of reality that is more important to you than physical recognition, fame, comfort or acceptance. In doing so, you are finding an independence from that which you once knew as “life.”

At the same time, you are finding a new definition of “life” that flows into that which you once knew, but expands far beyond the limitation, illusions and barriers that were once a part of your daily reality. Every now and again, fear trickles into your consciousness and you feel it like an anchor that traps you in a sensation of reality that closes your heart and dampens your mind. Fortunately, your connection with your higher frequencies of expressions can reach into your memory and remind you who you REALLY are.

Yes, you are remembering who you are now. As past/parallel 3D realities begin to flood your awareness, the grand significance of “being alive” takes on a new meaning. Death is no longer a fear of extinction, but only an interruption in your present expression of reality.

As you feel the great transformation within your self, as well as the promise of consciously creating a new, higher expression of reality, you treasure the life that had once been a burden filled with fear and challenge.

You remember now that fear was a choice of your attention and challenge was an initiation that pushed you further along your path of ascension. However, ascension is no longer a “path,” nor is it a “process.” Ascension is your every thought, every emotion and every choice of reaction, response and behavior. Ascension is a constant release of that which has been completed, and a continuous recognition of the reality that YOU are creating.

Everything that happens in your life now is a component of your ascension, and there is no person, place, situation or thing that is more important than your personal and planetary transmutation back to SELF. Challenges are becoming opportunities for growth. Fear is becoming that which you relentlessly transmute into love. And time, which once captured you in duties and obligations or allowed you a moment of happiness and love, is blurring into the NOW.

Hence, the spaces in-between:

“Who you are and who you are becoming,”

“What you desire and what you are experiencing,”

“Where you are and where you are going,”

“How you get there and how you have already arrived” and

“Why your life is changing no matter what you DO”

are being erased from your perception. The space in-between is no longer a barrier that you must “work through,” as it was before.

With the Mastery of your Energy, you can instantly transmute any situation by simply remembering who you are. However, within the moment of your NOW, part of “who you are” is your physical encasement, as well as the physical encasement of your Mother Gaia.

Therefore, just as the snake must remain still in order to shed the skin that has become too small, just as a caterpillar must disappear into its cocoon in order to become a butterfly, you need to “shut down” your physical operations as often as is necessary.

Remember, you are not just adapting to a new body. You are, also, adapting to a new planet and a new reality. With your every choice and decision you enter a new spectrum of possible realities. Many of these realities are of a much higher frequency. Therefore you must calibrate your consciousness to these higher frequencies of reality with your every thought and emotion.

Unfortunately, some situations still lower your consciousness and you must fight to release your fear and remember your SELF. After these challenges, you will need to rest. In both cases, there is a constant need to be still so that you can integrate the new and release the old.

Furthermore, you are releasing time-bound third dimensional thinking and learning/remembering to think multidimensionally. You are also releasing the judgments and conditions of human love and learning to live in unconditional love.

If that is not enough, you are transmuting not only this physical reality, but also all the physical realities you have ever experienced on the body of Gaia. Last, and definitely not least, you are transmuting the planet Herself.

Yes, the planet is a She, a being of form. She, Gaia, wishes to return to the fifth dimension where She can unite with Her Divine Complement, a formless being of Spirit. Together, they can again become a Multidimensional Star. She has been your Mother for countless incarnations, and you have chosen to serve her again and again.

Now, person and planet, as ONE Being are returning to their Higher Expressions. Your Divine Complements are also lining up at the threshold of the fifth dimension to be rejoined as your Galactic and Celestial ancestors reach out to embrace you.

We have prepared a table for you, the candles are lit and the music is on. The party is starting, and we are ready to embrace you!

The Arcturians

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Suzan Caroll: Multidimensional News - Oktober 2011

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October 10, 2011

ANNOUNCEMENT:  Online Healing Retreat on Preparing for Ascension
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CREATING NEW EARTH Part I
Introduction by El Morya

Many of our earth masters are feeling the pull of New Earth for you are, in deed, moving into a frequency of reality that is not adhesive to such low frequency patterns as the third dimension. The higher levels of the fifth dimension create continuous, circular and infinite energy patterns that expand and transmute. On the other hand, the lower frequencies of the third and fourth dimensions create energy patterns with more and more interruptions as the energy travels down the frequency range.

These interruptions occur because humanity’s thought-forms of "time" create the illusion of “space” between the manifestations of light. In reality, time and space are ONE and are only perceived as two different dimensions through your third/fourth dimensional consciousness. It is only via the perceptions of your Multidimensional SELF that you can perceive these “interruptions” as portals. The reasons for this discrepancy are that your third dimensional consciousness searches outside of your SELF and into the 3D Matrix to find “reality.” On the other hand, your awakened, multidimensional consciousness seeks to find “reality” within your SELF who is within the ONE.

These portals are inter-dimensional pathways through which your expanded consciousness can travel free of all the energetic barriers in the third dimensional Matrix. You explore these portals as pure consciousness, while your physical earth vessel is sleeping, meditating or involved in a calming, creative act. In this manner, your Soul can experience lifetimes of inter-dimensional travel, in what appears to your third dimensional earth vessel as an eye-blink.

Once you are aware that you are having the experience of inter-dimensional realities, you reach a threshold in your ascension process. This threshold represents your dedication to the process of ascension, for you will need to continue the process of opening these inner portals while in the midst of your daily life. In other words, you must learn (which is actually remember) how to live in two, or more, realities at once.

The experience of multiple realities starts with the “main reality,” being on third dimensional Earth. Then, gradually, you become confused as to which reality is your main life and which life are you visiting. Of course, if you don’t know which life you are in then you are functioning within your third dimensional consciousness. On the other hand, when your consciousness is multidimensional, the answer to that question is always: ALL OF THEM. Once you can imagine that you are actually in ALL of the inter-dimensional realities that you are visiting, the concept of your “main life” begins to fade from your awareness. It is then that you Know that YOU are a multidimensional consciousness exploring many realities within the NOW of the ONE.

However, the lower worlds of the third and fourth dimensions are especially difficult to visit. For one thing, these realities may or may not be enjoyable. Furthermore, while in the lower worlds of the third and fourth dimension, you can forget that you are pure consciousness and become trapped within the 3D Matrix. Fortunately, the higher frequencies of multidimensional light and unconditional love through which Earth is now traveling are entering your Third Eye and High Heart. Hence, every day, more and more of you are awakening to your true, Multidimensional SELF.

As this higher energy opens your Third Eye and High Heart, your multidimensional consciousness and unconditional love greatly expand your powers of perception and manifestation. The multidimensional light assists you in holding a form in your thoughts, which you will fill with unconditional love to bind the molecules of life to the structure of that form. You needn’t worry about your negative, low frequency thoughts moving into the higher worlds for they only resonate to the third and fourth dimensions. However, these higher dimensional energies will highlight thoughts, emotions and behaviors that will need to be released in order for you to flash your carbon vessel into Lightbody.

Fortunately, you are working in tandem with Gaia who is also transmuting Her energies to that of the fifth dimension and beyond. Therefore, when you ground your consciousness in Her body of Earth, it calibrates your vibration to that of the ascending planet. Furthermore, when you merge with Gaia, you tune into the growing mass of multidimensional thoughts and emotions of all the other Ascended Masters within a clay form. Therefore, as ONE Being, you are learning to perceive daily life through the higher perspective of your Multidimensional SELF.

The more you allow your “imagination” to see that which is beyond the perception of your clay form, the more you will activate your multidimensional abilities. Trust what you are experiencing and release the old programing of a frightened and controlled 3D world that told you it was crazy, wrong, unscientific or blasphemy to perceive the higher realities. You are moving into the fifth dimension now, and all the rules under which you lived your 3D life are extinct. If you focus now on exploring and practicing your expanded abilities, as well as staying in constant contact with your higher dimensional guides and expressions of SELF, your ascension process will become a normal part of your daily life.

In closing, I ask you to listen to the voice within above all others and run everything through your High Heart. If it does not feel right, do not proceed. If it feels like love, move into and embrace that energy. Remember that YOU can talk to any of us in the higher frequencies of reality. Just call upon our assistance, and we will joyfully assist and/or instruct you. After all, you are our family members who are visiting a lower frequency of reality. We await your return with open hearts. Of course, we know you are coming here for, in our reality, you have never left.

Blessings on your return Home,
El Morya

First Entry

My Journal about Creating New Earth

I wake up in the morning and allow my first thought to be, “I am creating New Earth.” Before I arise from my bed, I look around my room to see it’s fifth dimensional expression. I feel the wondrous bed of Light and peer out the window to see an aquamarine sky with silver sparkles. There is no alarm clock here to disturb me, so when I hear that old third dimensional noise in my memory, I smile and say, “I remember that way of starting the day.”

Then I rise and go into my grooming room. When I look into the mirror I see the face of my Lightbody. As I bend over the sink, I see a lovely stream running through that room in which I can bathe in the clear, crystalline water. I then go to my closet and see the new type of clothing that I wear in this wondrous new world. When I go into what would have been the kitchen, I tell my replicator what I want for breakfast and walk out onto the lovely terrace overlooking the fifth dimensional landscape to enjoy my meal.

As I look over the lovely scenery, I paint a picture of it in my min, so that I can remember it when I go back to the third dimension. Yes, I still go back there, now and again. At first, I was running there all the time. There were things I needed to finish up, people to assist in coming here and others to whom I had to say goodbye. When I saw how difficult my adjustment to this new kind of life was, I stopped judging those who decided to stay there.

After so many lifetimes of separation and limitation the total unity with all life and freedom from all barriers was difficult to believe and hard to trust. Happily, I am over that confusion now. I can’t say how long it took me to get used to this place, as there is no time here. However, NOW this is my Home.

With my meal complete, I put the dishes back into the replicator to be returned to their molecular state. I do not need to grab a jacket or carry a briefcase as the weather is always perfect and work is not work. If I want to experience a season, I can visit any planet via a Portal or enjoy a holographic experience. Also, “work” is now “purpose.” I meet with a group of like-minded people and we work as ONE to continue to create, stabilize and explore our new world.

Today, I am in a pensive mood, so I will take the airbus to my office. I could also take the transporter, but today I want to see more of this wonderful new life. With the very thought that I need to catch the bus, the airbus appears and I enter. There are many friendly faces that I see whenever I take this form of travel. We enjoy sharing our experiences of adapting to this world. Some of them still take frequent trips to the Matrix World, which is our name for the illusion of third dimensional Earth. There are still many people who cannot open their minds yet to this reality. Therefore, no matter how hard we try to convince them, they refuse to believe in our world.

They call us crazy, and many of them shy away or are actually rude when we try to approach them. I think that is I why I stopped going there very much. Eventually, they will open their minds, or they will “die” to that world and be born on this one. However, if their minds are still closed, they will be born in one of the Threshold versions of this world. The residents of the Matrix World are the in-between people. They have enough light to maintain a residence there, but not enough to raise their consciousness to this reality. They still need to have something “bad” or beneath them in some way, so that they can feel “good” about themselves.

We worry about them and wonder if we will ever see them again. However, we are told that all of us have our Soul SELF in the mid-fifth dimensional reality. Therefore, no one will be totally lost to us, even our enemies. That is why we must stay here until we have forgiven all the darkness that we have ever experienced. Then, we can see the Souls that are always clear, even though they have decided to take the role of “villain” in the pre-ascension Earth.

Oh, here is my stop. I will talk to you more in your “later” and in my NOW.

Second Entry

My Life On New Earth

I took the transporter home because I wanted to get here instantly so that I could continue this journal. I have heard that we can communicate beyond time, so I am trying to send these entries to the time just before our ascension. Our teachers, who prefer to be called Friends, are helping us to restore our full memory, They remind us that we can assist the process of ascension before it even begins, that is before it begins in that time-line. I have decided to create this journal so that those just before ascension can see what a wonderful reality they are coming to.

I am not a special person at all, nor was I special before my ascension. I was a young man in my early twenties just beginning to find myself. I was not particularly spiritual, but my mind was very open to that “movement,” which I had heard a bit about. I would not say that I had given any great service to humanity or that I was even connected to any Spirit Guides. I was just a regular young man trying to find myself.

What I found was much more than I could have ever imagined. My awakening was quite gradual, in that day-by-day I began to recognize small changes in my thoughts and habits. Of course, now I know that thoughts ARE habits, so I was actually changing. However, at that time, I didn’t know that. I thought that I was just trying to adapt to a world that seemed to be falling apart. I had a college degree, but it did me little good, as there were no jobs. The financial world was totally falling apart, and the weather was out of control.

The thing that surprised me was that I was not afraid. I don’t know why I wasn’t afraid. In fact, I thought maybe I was a bit crazy or some kind of loser that I was not worried about whether or not I couldn’t “make an impact” on the world. I guess I was a bit of a kid in a man’s body. However, I did have some unusual dreams. I kept having dreams of losing people. These people were in my life and, then, they were suddenly gone. I would wake up in the morning quite upset. Often I would text these people, and sure enough, they would answer the text, wondering why I was contacting them so early in the morning.

I guess they were surprised because I usually slept in. I mean, my job was of no consequence; in fact, I can’t quite remember what it was. I think that is another reason why I am writing this journal. I am forgetting that reality more and more. I do want to do something important now. I mean, my purpose of assisting with creating this new world is wonderfully purposeful, but I as though like I left that world without really doing anything for it. Maybe I just feel guilty that I ascended.

Our “Friends” tell us that guilt is one of the harder habits to release, and I can attest to that. They also say that all time is an illusion, so if there is anything in that last reality that we would like to re-do, we can. I want to re-do the fact that I didn’t give anything, yet I received so very much by coming here. I feel the unconditional love rising within me at the mere thought of how blessed I am to have come here. The Friends tell us that our ascension is a birthright and that we don’t need to do anything other than chose to come here. I guess I would like others who might see this to know that bit of information.

I would also like to share a bit of my process so that it won’t be too frightening to those who are in the time-line in which ascension is just beginning. I was frightened, but at the same time not frightened. I know that may sound impossible, but many paradoxes happened towards the end, or was it the beginning? I mean, at the end of that reality, but the beginning of this one. Therefore, I will call that process the “Transition.” At the time, it did not feel like an ending or a beginning. It felt like a transition from one way of seeing reality to another.

In fact, it was “seeing” the Transition that happened first for me. Others would hear things, feel things or just Know that something very different was happening. I had always been a bit of a sci-fi buff, so my transition began with seeing “flying saucers.” Of course, now I know that that is not the correct term, as they do not fly and they are no saucers. They transport, and they are more like houses because Beings (people may not be the correct word) live on them, sometimes for hundred of years.

Also, they do not move by flying. Instead, they move by thought direction. They are in one area, and then the Captain or Engineer, whoever is in the Command Center, merges with the Ship and thinks of a location. Instantly, the Ship is there. However, when I saw them on 3D Earth they looked like they were flying, which they would pretend to do for the sake of the grounded ones. The inhabitants of the Ships appear after the landings would think themselves into a form that was not too frightening to their observers. On the other hand, they could determine whether a person would be upset by their true appearance, and would show that if that observer was fine with it.

Being a sci-fi person, I thought it was cool to see their different forms, so they showed them to me. However, if I were standing next to someone who didn’t want that truth, they would see a humanoid form. At first, I thought I was crazy because I saw things that other people didn’t. Maybe that was why I could come here. I was not afraid. Maybe because my life was so useless and devoid of purpose, I was able to embrace what seemed impossible at the time? The Friends tell us that our Souls are in control of our transition and create whatever reality will lead us to our ascension.

I believe whatever the Friends tell us, as their unconditional love leads me to totally appreciate their help, but on 3D Earth I had NO concept of my even having a Soul. I was not religious or exceptionally smart or even well read. I was just a guy trying to get by in a very difficult world. On the other hand, I do now feel my true SELF inside of me, and I know that I am in the process of fully expressing that version of consciousness. When I can fully remember and become my true SELF, I will remember how to move beyond this reality and into the higher dimensional expressions of life.

I think that writing this journal is an important part of that Transition, for our Transition does not end with the ascension. In fact, our Transition BEGINS with our ascension. Anyway, I guess I created this form of reality (I do finally admit that I am creating everything in my life) so that I can give now what I was unable to give before I ascended to this world. What I want to give to whomever reads this journal is that YOU don’t have to DO anything or even BE anything special.

You, whomever you are, deserve to ascend because you chose to ascend. I am just now remembering all the many lives I had on Earth and all the many things I did in those incarnations. I don’t fully understand why I was just the “regular guy” when I ascended, but maybe it was to write this journal and to say that in your time-line:

You deserve to ascend simply because you ARE.

Third Entry

The Tunnel

I hope it hasn’t been too long since you have heard from me in your time. I have no way of knowing, as we do not have time here, as you know it. I have a strong impression that my journey is being read. I don’t know how to explain how I know things here, as I am just getting the hang of “Knowing.” The Friends say that the most important thing is that we trust ourselves. There are no enemies here to be on-guard against and we don’t have “bosses” who tell us what we have to do. We DO what we ARE. I didn’t know what that meant before, and I still can’t explain it, but I do Know it.

I remember how at the end of our old world, or was it the beginning of this new one, we all went into a sleeping-like state. Time seemed to grind to a standstill and, along the end of time, all our routines, duties, obligations and responsibilities seemed to have little importance. We all felt as if we were half awake and half asleep. We would move around and do some small thing, like feed our bodies, and then we would doze off for another “sleep.” It wasn’t until we met in this world that we realized that all of us were doing the same thing.

It seemed like an eternal Sunday where our obligations were not calling us, but something else was pulling us deep, deep inside of ourselves. It seemed as if we were at the edge of a deep tunnel, but this tunnel was filled with a warm glow and a welcoming presence. There was no obligation to enter this inner tunnel, but the temptation was irresistible. At first we entered it shyly, like a young kitten moving towards a saucer of milk. However, after we had gone just a short way into the tunnel, we woke up without ever knowing we had gone to sleep.

Finally, I decided that the next time I would remain awake the whole time I was in the tunnel. However, the tunnel seemed infinite and I could take only so much of the light, which grew brighter and brighter as I went deeper into the inner tunnel. I had never meditated before, so I was unable to understand then that the inner tunnel was a representation of my journey into the Core of my consciousness. In fact, I didn’t even know exactly what consciousness meant. The thing was, I didn’t really have a choice, and the drive to enter that tunnel was so overwhelming that I couldn’t resist it.

The Friends have told us that there were many people who did not give up their daily routines, did not enter the tunnel, and some of them didn’t even see it. There were many who could not believe in their own perceptions enough to trust themselves. Instead, they saw the tunnel as some form of hallucination that needed to be resisted.

Many were experiencing these inner tunnels of light, but the ones who were afraid to think outside of the box were sure that there was poison gas or something. There was quite a buzz about the possibilities of great harm. On the other hand, those who entered the tunnel could not believe there was any harm because the tunnel felt so warm, safe, secure and, well, loving. Since these love-filled tunnels were inside of our own imagination, or consciousness as I later learned, we had the unusual experience of truly loving our self.

The best part of this love was that it was unconditional. We didn’t have to do anything special or be anyone different or better. Likely, for the first time in our life, we felt that we were perfect just the way we were. I cannot begin to tell you how wonderful that was for me. As I said before, I was just a regular kind of guy. I had done nothing special, nor did I feel special in any way. Nonetheless, while I was in the tunnel I felt as though, I don’t know how to say it, I as though like I were ALIVE for the very first time.

Because I had to slowly adapt to the tunnel I would eventually “fall asleep” and wake up outside of the tunnel, but each time I could stay in the tunnel longer and go deeper and deeper into it. As I went further into this inner tunnel of light the sensations began to change. At first they were soft and gentle, like a morning breeze. However, as I entered deeper parts of the tunnel, the light became as bright as a mid-day Sun in summer. It was then that the changes began to take place.

For one thing, when I went into the tunnel again, I found myself no longer at the beginning of it, but instead at the place/brightness that I was in before I “fell asleep.” Once I entered this brightness, the sense of love became so overwhelming that my body could hardly contain it. In fact, the body that I went into the tunnel with was NOT the same body I was wearing at this depth of the tunnel. Yes, I know that sounds weird, but as I continue this journal you will read things that are much weirder than that.

Before I close this journal entry, let me tell you what happened to my body when I was in that light. It is hard to describe it, but it was as if my body kind of disappeared into the light and actually became the light. While I was in the tunnel it was as if I had no body at all. Then, when I “woke up” in my old world, my body was glowing and felt very different. At first I could only hold this glow and unique feeling for a few seconds, which progressed to minutes, then even as long as an hour.

For a long time I was stuck at the hour mark of being able to maintain that light body, and I was getting frustrated. Then, I began to hear voices in the tunnel and see glistening forms quickly move past me. At first this frightened me, and I immediately found myself outside of the tunnel. I decided that my fear didn’t allow me to stay in that light, so I concentrated on overcoming that old habit of fearing anything that was new.

With the release of that old fear of change, my process progressed exponentially. The first difference is that, without the fear, I stopped “falling asleep.” I began to learn that when I had experienced all that my consciousness could hold, I would will myself out of the tunnel. I learned this skill by mistake. One time, I was becoming overwhelmed and on the edge of that old feeling of fea,r and I instinctively called out, “Enough!”

Instantly, I was outside of the tunnel, and able to remember every part of my experience because I had not fallen “asleep.” I had learned to accept that which I did not understand and to wait until I could understand it. Because of this new attitude, in which I was free of fear and self-judgment, I found I could accept greater and greater light. Furthermore, the unknown light beings that had swished past me before could feel my growing self-confidence and remained still at the edge of my vision until I was ready to address them.

Inside the tunnel there was no time, so I don’t know how long it took before I found the courage to address them, but in outside, earth time it was quite a while. Suddenly, one day I told myself that when I went into the tunnel this time, I would address these beings. That was when I first met the Friends. Since that first meeting they have been my continual companions. I say “they” because they are of a Group Consciousness. Generally, they exist as pure consciousness but will willingly take on any form that makes us comfortable so that we can better communicate with them.

I feel as if I should take a moment here to tell you that my life within the tunnel gradually became the time when I was AWAKE, whereas my life outside of the tunnel became the time when I was asleep. I walked through my mundane life as if I were dreaming. Somehow, I knew that I had to continue to play the “3D Game,” and go to work, pay my bills, do my chores and see my friends and family. However, I found that I was mostly spending time with people within, with whom I could share my experiences in the tunnel, because they too, had discovered and entered that inner tunnel.

We even got together in groups and went into our “separate” inner tunnel and found each other in the tunnel that we had formerly thought was just ours. First, we started in the same room, and then we found that we could be anywhere. All we had to do was decide to meet in the tunnel. Then, no matter what time or place we were in outside of the tunnel, sure enough, we would find each other inside our “own” inner tunnel.

At this point, the separation between tunnel, friends and family was not the same in our outer worlds, either, because we all felt like ONE being when we met inside. This is when I/we addressed the Beings who appeared to live inside the tunnel. On the other hand, one of the first things they told us was there is NO outside or inside, for there is NO time or space to create that kind of “separation.”

That statement was a bit of a shock for me. Even though I had experienced that unity, I figured that was just inside the tunnel, and the tunnel wasn’t real, was it? I guess I had been so enamored with the “meditations” I was having that I never thought that I was actually moving into a whole different reality that was based on a totally opposite foundation.

The shift from thinking in terms of time and space to Here and Now is largely why we are in New Earth. This reality appears much like our old life in many ways. We appear to have separate bodies, but we do see the light that flows between them and connects us to all life. Also, the bodies warp in and out between Lightbody and a denser version of that form. The Friends have told us that this denser version, which looks like our old form, except it is totally healed and youthful, is a temporary condition until we are ready to move into the Mid-fifth dimensional realities.

Personally, I am not quite ready for that. Besides, I am really enjoying this world. I am planning now, which could always change, to stay in this world, the New Earth, and help the ones in Matrix World to see what they are missing. Also, I feel as though I need to gain more wisdom, inner power, and I need some more work on the unconditional love of my self. The Friends tell us that our full force of unconditional love, which is the Source of all creation, will only be realized when we love ourselves unconditionally. In other words, we can only send out as much unconditional love as we can accept for our self.

Oh, yes, that brings up the whole part about our Multidimensional SELF and how we have myriad expressions of our SELF all over the Multiverse. But I will have to understand that a LOT more before I can share it with you, whomever you are. I am signing off for now, but I send you my unconditional love.

Fourth Entry

The Arcturian Corridor

I wanted to start this entry with more about our journey into the tunnel. As we all became more comfortable in the tunnel, we begin to hear what the fleeting Beings around us were saying. It was very interesting, for when we shared what we had heard, we found that we all had a very personal version of that particular topic. Therefore, even though all of us, and our group was growing bigger everyday, thought that we were hearing the same message, each of us was being personally addressed.

How can this be, we wondered? In response, we all heard the same response, which was, “Your multidimensional consciousness is fully operational inside of our Corridor.” At once we all thought, “Who is our?” and “What Corridor.” It was then that we first learned about the Arcturian Corridor. The tunnel was actually a Corridor through which all Beings pass whenever they move into a higher dimensional expression of life. They also move through this Corridor when they move into a lower dimension, such as being born on third dimensional Earth.

In this manner, we met the first members of the Friends. Once we met the Arcturians our transformations began. When we were outside of the Corridor in our “normal” 3D life, we struggled with doubting that our experiences were real. Therefore, we exchanged email addresses and began to communicate on a regular basis that, “Yes, this is happening.” And, “No, we are not crazy or making this up.” I cannot tell you how important these regular messages were. For us it was so VERY important to know that others shared our experience and we were not alone.

In fact, more and more, the concept of “alone” was leaving our thoughts and emotions. We had such a wonderful support group that we always had someone to talk to whenever we doubted our process. As we moved deeper through the Corridor, in our meditations, our process of transmutation (the word the Arcturians used for change) became quite challenging. I say “in our meditations” because we all still had physical bodies, physical lives, families, friends, jobs, responsibilities and all those aspects of 3D life. However, we were becoming increasingly attracted to our visits in the Corridor and cared less and less about our 3D reality.

We were learning from the Arcturians, and other members of the Friends who communed with us, that we were ascending into a higher dimension of reality. Many of us, including myself, had great difficulty with that concept. I had never heard the word “ascend” except to go up stairs or something. Also, the word “dimensions” has a very 3D meaning. Since I was always a Sci Fi buff, I enjoyed the thought of other worlds and different kinds of life forms, but I thought it was, well, fiction.

At this point, fiction was becoming fact and all the facts of life that I had held so dear were becoming completely obsolete. The shift in my thinking was creating great anxiety until I finally got the nerve while I was in the Corridor to ask the Arcturians about my problem. I will quote them, as will never forget what they said:

“Our dear ascending one, we wish to tell you that all the world is changing because you are changing and not the other way around. YOU are the creator of your reality, and because you have chosen to return to our Corridor again and again, you are becoming a higher frequency version of your great, Multidimensional SELF. It is through the expanded perceptions of your SELF that you are able to perceive the higher dimensional version of Earth. This reality was always there. You just were not, yet, calibrated to perceive it.”

That short statement makes up the bulk of all the lessons that we are learning on New Earth. As we expand the frequency of our SELF, we are able to directly experience realities that were once only “science fiction.” Therefore, I must share with you that I am not at the end of my ascension. Instead, I am at the beginning of it.

And, so are YOU!!

The journey continues in Part II:

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Looking Through the Third Eye
Activating the Pineal Gland Part II

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“Activating the Pineal Gland Part I”

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